Sometimes it would be nice to spend time with an attractive guy or at least communicate from time to time from a distance. I've been through a lot in my life and just really want a break from relationships and assholes who I always have to take care of. For once I want someone to care enough to take care of me without expecting sexual favors or degrading photos of me.
Hi sweetie, I hope you find it that person. Don't ever lower your ideals for anyone. No amount of money can buy your dignity and pride. An SD worthy of your time and attention will be patient with you and will put your wellbeing ahead of instant gratification for himself. I hope you find somebody who will invest not only financial help, but their caring, mentoring, and affection in an unconditional manner. You deserve to be treated with respect.. we all do. Good luck! And be good to yourself!